2 posts tagged “dreams”
This post was turned into the manifesto at www.speciousmedia.com
to the wafting dark these days
---I'm spending alot of time reading at 2am.
Mind alternately buzzing,
then humming.
I've always had a special space in my heart for these cold cold dark dark nights.
They fill me with a feeling that i find hard to describe as anything but
ease,
---or joy.
It has a very particular sound for me ...
joy.
a kind of grey noise ...
memories of teenage epiphanies
... long faded loves.
it's tactile too,
the feeling I get when I breathe in this cold air,
and look out a window into an empty street.
it has a quality i can't quite name
... the clean, sharp, simple
---emptiness of it all ...
My happiest memories are always like this.
My happiest times always studded with these moments.
These sounds.
This soft dark feeling in my lungs.
10:34pm, Monday the 28th of April 2008
(zomg me whoops)
This is what ended up going in ... some thanks goes to Al, in particular, for going over it with me last week, and Remy Dyer for getting me excited about transmitters ... that said, praise/blame could probably be offered up to anyone that has shared a beer, coffee or cigarette with me in the last 12 months.... Anyway, enough with the rambling, here it is: The Official quoteunquote 'Motivation' for the project; A little artwank thrown in for good measure followed by a description.
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who have made the coolest tapes for themselves or others.
I that respect, it simply exists as a nod to the true love and ego involved
in sharing music with friends and lovers.
Trying to control sharing through music
is like trying to control an affair of the heart---
Nothing will stop it."
--Thurston Moore,
p.13 mix tape: the art of cassette culture (universe, 2004)
Motivation
First and foremost, we all love mixtapes.More than this, we also think that they can be a powerful force for change because they capture so many powerful concepts at once.
A mixtape is at once an object and an idea, simultaneously filled with personal emotion, and radical intent; an object of passion (yes) but more often a softer sentimentality, one that reflects something other than the glamorized exterior of the plastic palace of celebrity. We think that Mixtapes are at the grass-roots of all music, and of change. They're the real object that recalls a lover, embodies a friendship, that introduced you to your favourite band, that saw you through that dark night of the soul... Perhaps most radically of all, a mixtape is always a gift. You can't buy a mixtape.
Historically, they've been at the core of every revolution in music since they were invented. The centre of cool in every musical sub-culture from Hip Hop to Punk, Heavy Metal to Folk, friend of every House DJ in between.
They are arguably the most democratic of all art forms. An art form that almost everyone has participated in. A truely social medium. One with history.We live in an age of new Social Media, where the internet, and mobile phones, have radically interconnected youth to communicate outside the traditional channels provided by broadcast media. Though worth billions of dollars to the shareholders of Facebook and MySpace, the changes made by this radical shift are still in their infant stages, and have yet to fundamentally change any of the traditional broadcast media-- i.e. the big money or institutional media-- except for music industry. Here, downloading has changed the whole economy, all the business models and most of the rules. Elsewhere, Youth remain subjected, forced to be mere spectators. Never actors.
Music, and the humble mixtape, stands opposed to this, and have always been a beacon of light for the initiated.We believe that we have a simple model of how the status-quo can be challenged. In Radio. we believe we can offer a truly networked, open and democratic radio experience. Using simple technology, and existing social networks, we think it is now possible for young people to do this themselves.That said, our motivating force might also be stated in quite negative terms.We share a distaste that payola based play listing dominates today’s radio— where the four 'major label' record companies control most of what we hear, and channel the audience artificially away from what is available, routinely resorting to bribery in addition to the softer power of their Oligopoly (see a ~recent US judgement here). This point is so well accepted that it is almost banal. Like gravity, it's invisible, and is the centre about which any conversation about music must revolve. Often it's too cliché to even talk about, but like the mass of the earth it still affects us.
Inevitably alienated not only young listeners, but also the industry itself from creating any new or evolved programming. Certainly nothing so democratic, open or - dare I say it - free as what we propose.The statistics in this area are even more sobering. Finding that in any given year ~82% of album sales globally are are from only 4 companies, and made up of only 10 different albums. The market's size is estimated at US$33 Billion dollars.
This is to say, we pay the equivalent cost of implementing the first UNDP Millennium Goal of ending extreme Poverty and Hunger ... Worldwide ... four times over ... in order to support an industry whose function is to restrict the sum total of new music to just 10 CDs a year.We want to change this.
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Project Description
To invert the nature of traditional broadcast radio by playing only listener contributed media. Empowering the audience to ‘be the media’ in a unique way.Using the readily available (though not well publicised) ‘Special Event Narrowcast License’, and cheaply available self assembled transmitters, It is possible to start suburb-sized radio stations for periods of up to three weeks, at minimal expense, and with minimal lead time.This license type has been used to start a station in Sydney before. WILD fm (1996-2001), a dance music station that ran for years, and which expanded into three cities, by acquiring repeated short term licenses like the one we will use.Our group intends to collect a range of mixtapes through our online networks, and a poster campaign, and then to broadcast the contributed tapes/cd’s on our station.Essentially we follow the model of wikipedia. We break down the large problem (i.e. that of writing an encyclopedia) into small sections (i.e. defining a word at a time) and share the workload freely amonst the community. For our project this means, breaking down the monolithic problem of programming 168 hours of radio a week into easily digestible chunks (e.g. a tape or CD long, an hour or so each) and ask the community to contribute.Using the internet to help collect and collate the 'tapes', (which come as burned cd's, minidisks and virtual tapes, DVD-R ...) we minimise the cost and complexity of administering the project.This process is simple enough to be repeatable, and has the potential to be expanded in the future.
While I was getting extremely excited about my new find-- the Mixwit app -- I got chatting to Marty Batfreak, who was unsurprised and unimpressed by my find ... in response to my enthusiasm sent me a world of cool links that left me much more impressed: truth be told, giddy to the point offering beer favours in return for it's sheer awesome. The coolest thing he linked me to was this incredibly impressive archive of long-mixes from the mid 90's, all the way to the present. It's almost a history of the Sydney Undeground, and i'm amazed by it. It's awesome, and I recommend it to anyone ... I started by listening to this mix. Have a squiz through the whole thing at b00mb0x.org ... if you want a guide you can try cruising through listen.to/noise ... the requirement for which is thatyou have to dig on the early 90's quickandnasty web design: punk rock meets MSPaint on Windows95...
Because I do.
And whoever came before him, and the echo of the 80s: the cassette mix.
Doomed to die, the idea of longmix editing was born to many of us from this style, and now, well, we can do it smartwise.
Start the commotion..."
subtitle: "waking up at midnight feeling hungry and angry"
In the interests of this post not being filled with heavy political comment that neither my Socialist friends nor my Liberal Voting ones will enjoy-- and which will simultaneously bore/irritate/turn-off all my apolitical friends. *ahem* In the interests of avoiding said, I'm going to do the thing that everyone can agree to hate on: blog posts about dreams.
Think of it as a Jungian version of the classic diary entry of the form that begins "I love John so much..." (allusions intended.)
After this positively terrifyingly personal digression i'll tell you about three awesome things i saw today.
So, "Waking up at midnight feeling hungry and angry" ... i had a nightmare where i was protecting a lake in a pristine island hideaway from the construction of a series of cascading tailings dams for a iron ore smelter they were building at the holiday resort (to support and subsidise the eco tourism of course - god only knows why my dreams contain so much spin at this time of year) But also from some kind of evil flying dophin-swordfish-dinosaur thing that had the power to levitate and skewer us all to protect it's investment interests.
I woke up just before the action started. It's always like that, and it blows: you get all angry, and then the adrenalin knocks you back into reality. Which sucks because I was really looking forward to fighting the flying dolphin investor. Anyway the psychological preparations for battle left me hungry, so i had to eat- and woke up feeling hungry.
I'm not going to decode it, thought it's obviously an expression of my political thoughts and feelings. And for those of you that know me a little better-- something a little more immanent that is clashing with them.
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Hope you all have a nice day, wish me luck with the postering, I think I've either scared off, insulted, or not-been-cool enough for someone in the grand old process of it all.
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I also thought these three things were cool today: interestingsouth and encyclopaedia dramatica and this short story
goodbye, blue thunder. A seminar, a wiki and a short story respectively.
... the first is a meeting that I off-the-cuff described elsewhere as:interestingsouth is... a meeting ... about a bunchy of interesting things presented in an ad-hoc nerds and genii. Think modern art and wifi, free hugs and electronics ... because they met on a Web2.0 site. Interesting? yes. Me going? yes.
... the second, Encyclopaedia Dramatica i found because a dangerously pretty semi-genius nut I know called Wei-Jing posted StumbleUpon link to a humour site (nobody likes onions) that had a link to it ... which is quite curcuitous, but hey, that's why they call it 'surfing the internets' i.e. it has the logic of stoned dudes with bits of foam whose greatest dreams involve falling down 20 foot walls of water at (preferably) insane speeds towards skin scraping fingerknives of coral. Surfing. *ahem*
Think of it as the inflamatory, biased, frequently libelous and defamatory version of Wikipedia, compiled by a bunch of genY kids that express themselves with all the shrill delight of net culture (often at all that is awful and wrong in net culture) and do it all in IM-- i.e. with the frantic verbal ranting that makes up MSN-english. I think it's fucking fantastic. I also things that it's a fine espression of netculture, and the generation that has always been wired's mindset and humour. More simply: GenY at it's best. Encyclopaedia Dramatica ... the page that i'm linking here is a net tragedy, and an example of how ... well, i could say something about how young people process their own tragedy, but you should probably just read it. Also check out the page on the "An Hero" (sic) Kurt Cobain which begins with:-
"Formed sometime in the 80s by hack, no-talent wannabe punk pussy Kurt Cobain, Now more commonly known as Kurt Go Bang. Nirvana epitomized the "alternative rock" and "grunge" movements of the 1990s, making them directly responsible for most of today's shit bands. Cobain was dirty, smelly, wrote horrifyingly terrible songs, and sounded like he went over his voice box with sandpaper every night. Naturally every teenage stoner moron adores him. He also killed himself, becoming the VH1 equivalent of Jesus Christ, after spending an afternoon getting drunk alone and listening to King Crimson. As for the other members, who the fuck were they?
"It's better to burn out than to end up a failure like that Kurt Cobain." -Neil Young.
Like i said, fncking gold.
... thirdly, and not straying far from the topics of Music, Suicide or Heroism, here's a short story "goodbye, blue thunder" ... a tragedy about teenage rock dreams executed with withering and hilarious honesty. Check out the author's comics about "Gary and the Gay Iron" ... this story should probably have gone first, because it's easily the best.
And if you will forgive the following bold type (i can't seem to remove it) ... then again, maybe it's serendipitously appropriate. Because this is probably the most authentic thing in this post ... the author, James c. strouse, of 'occasional planet' also, i believe, the writer of Lonesome Jim, a Steve Buscemi 'comedy about futility' which i saw last christmas while i was busying myself being .extremely.fucking.depressed. in the presence of my family's extreme happiness in the most plastic place on earth. It got me throught those dark days and no doubt it will put a smile on most peoples faces.